Again

After so long, everything is still the same.
Suffering for the same things again and again.
I'm tired and suffering.
Mentally and physically.

People around me treat me very well. 

Maybe I should just go to those who treat me well instead of some one who doesn't know how to appreciate.
My heart is painful than the wound.
Being a stupid twice.Such a failure.

God, please. 

Still not the time yet.
It should not happen now.
Should not end it this way.....